Friday, October 3, 2008
Im actually getting afraid
As i start to put the numbers together in my head and working out this trip i am planning, not to mention getting my stuff together for a passport, im getting nervous.Ive been talking to friends, and family, and not surprisingly they both seem to have the same fear, that i kinda hope for, that i wont come back. and i wont lie, im trying to make it happen. When i get there im going to try and get a job, and when all the other students are leaveing, ill be saying by to them from london, ill catch the first train on the M6 to Birmingham, and look for another job and so forth. i wont lie. im scared. scared to fail, scared to succeed, scared to not accomplish. i want to learn as much i can, i want to live the football life. i want to tryout for a team, one that would pay. i want to do soo many things. im afraid i wont be able too, or ill do them, and ill stay there, and ill tear my parents to bits to tell that over the phone, and not being able to see my friends. Im afraid of trying.
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Dude! It's really happening. That's really intense man. I always knew that you would. It is something that you've always wanted to do. Cheers, my friend.
Do you know what part of England you'd stay in? Cause...I don't know if you saw on my blog, but there is a studio in Manchester that I'd love to work at after I get married. You'd be back in the States if you don't end up living there for part of your 20's... Ah, we will figure it out if it comes to that point, right? =]
hahahaha, yea. i read it, but id be in London most the time, with a trip to scotland. lol. and the plan is to take a weekend and go to birmingham, and see a few soccer games at aston villa stadium. not to mention a beer... or beer to take the place of water in my body. lol
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